'the best you ever had'

Something that makes you feel like everything is okay, I just read, it's a feeling that sometimes just lasts a song and it's enough. But the other day it lasted ninty-something minutes and I never felt so fucking alive in my whole life. It was like all my senses woke up in a way they never had before – my eyes felt vivid and like they could see everything bright but mostly white&sky-blue, my hears could hear every single one of the voices (and that particular word - four times), my voice came from deep inside rejuvenated and strong enough to last and not even tremble once… it felt like touching the sky and tasting glory even if only for bit, the perfect balance of the marvelous that I had forgotten, that I didn't fully felt since middle 2007. I missed all that.

(share with me)

there's something - there's the coffee cup when I wasn't waiting for it, there's the show with toys when I was sick, there's the text message saying a funny quote, there's the joke about my new hobby, there's the paint in my face and your laugh at it... there's this and that and everything in the middle. I just love my life you know? I love it for every person on it.

breath again, at least for now.

('told you so!)

thank you

(you still make everything worth it when i feel like giving up)

and to the 'to do' list...

Let's never be those people that remember their younger years by talking about everything they don't do anymore 'cause they don't have time. Let's be the ones that remember being young by cooking sweet stuff and staying up late with something on the tv or crappy music in the background.

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sometimes i just don't know what to say.