&ipromiseyouthis;

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2010-03-14T19:30:00.000-07:00

you can't give up.

you are...

2010-03-03T19:42:00.000-08:00

i think you're beautiful. no, really. listen to me. i've never seen eyes like yours, i think they're trying to tell me something, and that's marvelous. also, i've never came across such a lovely smile, i can't believe you've never noticed what a gorgeous smile you have. you know what's the problem? you don't smile enough! if you smile more often, you'll see that i'm right. and that's just to point out some things, because trust me, i could spend a whole day talking about all the beauty in you. really. i could. i promise (and i'm an awful liar, you'd know if i'm lying).

i solemnly swear...

2010-02-28T22:28:00.000-08:00

together, we can face everything – and beat it.

that's a promise.

shadows.

2010-02-16T20:21:00.000-08:00

it was so dark, so quiet, so scary.

i was afraid, i don't know why, because this was still a place i knew; but i was. maybe the unknown troubled me, what lies in the darkness, what you can't see.

but then, my eyes got used to the lack of light and i started to see things, recognize them in the shadows, everything was where I had left it, and it felt safe again. but mostly, mostly i could see your face's outline and that confirmed that you were still here – so everything was alright.

and there was no reason to be afraid.

time is such a lie.

2010-02-14T22:38:00.000-08:00

ten minutes with you are short, never enough, and beautiful. ten minutes without you, exact the same time according to a clock, are long, never ending and mostly awful. how can i trust time if it's all but constant?

'till the end of the world.

2009-10-14T19:04:00.000-07:00

you and me? we're infinite.

thank you.

2009-07-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

thank you for laughing at me and with me, for sharing the most awful and the most beautiful feelings. thank you for letting me in and not letting me go.

offer.

2009-07-14T20:17:00.000-07:00

take my hand, don't let go, we'll run away.

question.

2009-07-13T16:17:00.000-07:00

would you dance with me?

(♥)

2009-07-11T18:02:00.001-07:00

you know my best and worst - and still like me. you give me hope in human kind.

..

2009-07-02T09:25:00.000-07:00

teach me to play chess. i'm childish and impatient and it's going to be a titanic work, but you'll do just fine.

.

2009-06-29T21:08:00.000-07:00

you, you inspire me.

and they say i don't know how to drive...

2009-04-15T18:07:00.000-07:00

I'm driving; the sun is coming out from between the shades and I can see a bit of light in the sky. The morning is starting, our ride is ending – that was the plan, remember? Let's leave late at night, you said, so when we get there it'll be the morning of a new day. Right now, you're sitting next to me; you've been sleeping for the last half an hour after struggling with not even closing your eyes because you promised to keep me company and talking during the whole trip. It's fine, that wasn't a promise you had to keep, I'm not going to hold it against you – although, I may hold against you the name you muttered in your sleep, but of course, what are friends for if not?

'the best you ever had'

2009-03-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

Something that makes you feel like everything is okay, I just read, it's a feeling that sometimes just lasts a song and it's enough. But the other day it lasted ninty-something minutes and I never felt so fucking alive in my whole life. It was like all my senses woke up in a way they never had before – my eyes felt vivid and like they could see everything bright but mostly white&sky-blue, my hears could hear every single one of the voices (and that particular word - four times), my voice came from deep inside rejuvenated and strong enough to last and not even tremble once… it felt like touching the sky and tasting glory even if only for bit, the perfect balance of the marvelous that I had forgotten, that I didn't fully felt since middle 2007. I missed all that.

(share with me)

2009-03-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

there's something - there's the coffee cup when I wasn't waiting for it, there's the show with toys when I was sick, there's the text message saying a funny quote, there's the joke about my new hobby, there's the paint in my face and your laugh at it... there's this and that and everything in the middle. I just love my life you know? I love it for every person on it.

breath again, at least for now.

2009-03-15T21:34:00.001-07:00

('told you so!)

thank you

2009-03-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

(you still make everything worth it when i feel like giving up)

and to the 'to do' list...

2009-03-02T09:00:00.000-08:00

Let's never be those people that remember their younger years by talking about everything they don't do anymore 'cause they don't have time. Let's be the ones that remember being young by cooking sweet stuff and staying up late with something on the tv or crappy music in the background.

.

2009-03-01T22:49:00.001-08:00

sometimes i just don't know what to say.

"just tell me we'll never get used to it"

2009-02-12T22:36:00.001-08:00

Promise me now that our adventures would never end – that you'll still jump with me without watching the abysm but staring at my face; that we'll never stop going to bed at six am after staring at the roof in our rooms and talking about everything, that you'll always say 'hello' to me on the phone as if my call was the one that you were waiting, that you'll always tell me first why that 'special someone' is the love of your life (and that you’ll let me kill them if they hurt you)...
Tell me routine would never kill us, tell me nothing is going to come across our friendship, tell me that old poem was right and that, in fact, we'll never get used to it.

let's get into a spaceship

2009-02-11T21:39:00.001-08:00

Come with me to this spaceship, it would takes us to the moon. It would be a long trip but there's enough frozen food packed in the back and I have wonderful books along with a bunch of movies to make you laugh (and a few to make you cry). We'll get there and it might be all dark but we could fly all the time and that's what matters. I don't care what they say and I don't give a fuck about their big clothes - we'll just focusing on flying and holding hands through the space so we won't get lost.

i'm always here

2009-02-10T08:31:00.000-08:00

It's not like I forget, is just that sometimes I walk between dimensions and live in another reality. What fascinates me the most is how you always find a way to draw my back and to guide me home – you give a sense of security to my life that I didn't know it could have (or that I could want)

we can't abandon.

2009-02-07T21:03:00.000-08:00

Are you too tired? Have you been running all the way and feel like stopping? Fifteen minutes aren't enough, a bottle of water does nothing – and plus the end isn't as good as it should (or good at all). But won't you run with me for another ninety something minutes even if we're genuine rivals, born as Capuleto and Montesco?

art never dies.

2009-02-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

Let's play a game where we're artists making this world more colorful, let's pretend we can run together to the end of the world and never grew tired, let's take our stuffed animals and our journals with us, we'll take pictures, we'll record actions – we'll make the movie of the life we deserve.

twilight, twilight, twilight

2009-02-06T07:04:00.000-08:00

I make fun of those wanna be vampires and their wanna be love interest. I make fun of them but deep inside I like them a little.

Do you remember when I used to stare at you from inside your room, without you seeing me? Do you remember when you were too much for me and I tried to push you away? Do you remember whe we drank blood just because we could? Do you remember when we ran throughout the fields?

&we are every otp i have;

2009-02-05T21:21:00.000-08:00

I can't help but wonder if you'll ever see this, find this and know it comes from me. I've gave myself away with that link-address-name I'm sure… but after many, many livejournal posts with that tag I think this can grew a little more public that just for us. I hope you agree (and I know you will, because even if this is here, still it's ours).